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“Awakening” by Frances Ippolito

Chum enjoyed death more than anything else.  

Particularly, he enjoyed the many deaths he had personally secured. Chum was prideful in this regard. Not of his numbers, but because he practiced an equality of opportunity, excluding no one. All of his predecessors had had some preference, some gravitation towards only women, men, or children, which in the end became the pattern of their undoing. Chum chose not to discriminate.

Sitting in the corner of a cream-colored kill box, his right index finger caressed a single smooth ceramic tile, one of many that lined the walls from floor to ceiling. This particular box, the ninth, had a single door, no windows, and multiple floor drains in the pearl epoxy floor that emptied into deep soak pits. Above him, steel tracks lined a long side of the ceiling to hang thick, glistening hooks that often suspended fresh kills for bleeding, hiding, and dressing. 

Beyond its efficiency for its obvious purpose, the kill box served as a place of truth. In the moments before death, Chum bore witness to confessions, last requests, and regrets. This stolen honesty always gave Chum a heady thrill of intimacy that exceeded any physical knowing he had experienced. To be fair, it wasn’t always this way. The nearly dead gave up a lot of nonsense and gibberish too. For that, partial blame belonged to Chum because he chose his count based on availability not personality. Some people never reflect, even at the end.  

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Back on the floor, Chum moved to his knees and gently applied upward pressure against the base of the corner tile with the palm of his right hand. The tile shifted slightly up and released from the wall, revealing a small recess large enough to fit one of Chum’s hands reaching inside to a shelf contained within. On the shelf sat a mason jar with three dark chunks floating in a glittery soupy slurry. Beside the jar lay a flat leathery oblong shape that resembled a deflated, folded football.  

 Chum took out the leathery piece and stroked the desiccated eyebrows, fingered the empty eye sockets, and pinched the thin dry lips. Satisfied with the condition, he placed the dried, pressed face carefully back onto the shelf and pulled out the mason jar. He gave the jar a few rough jerks, swinging it with his whole arm up and down like a drink shaker. He stopped and peered into the jar, watching the eyeballs and tongue swirl and spin with the purple burgundy and silver glitter of the snow globe. A smile spread across his face as his amber eyes moistened with tender recollection. When the glitter and chunks settled, Chum placed the jar back onto the shelf. 

Time to close up, he thought. Sighing, he ran a hand through his sandy blonde hair before pulling on his work gloves. Gloved and ready, he grabbed the grout trowel lying next to him on a tarp, and began to seal the corner tile.  

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Ninety minutes later, clean, attractive, but unremarkable in the morning crowd, Chum walked into Kaffee Putsch in his fresh khaki slacks and blue button down dress shirt. His shaggy hair was washed and messily-styled, and the beginnings of a grin stayed chiseled on his face. 

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As Chum gave his order, his usual medium sea salt “cup de gras,” he scanned the room quickly, without any noticeable pause at any particular subject. This was a reflexive exercise; not a serious effort. Chum did not case in the morning because everyone was expected somewhere.  A scheduled 9:30am meeting that “Kim” would run. The pallet of dog food waiting for “Sam” to unload into the store. When missed, these events of accountability easily aroused alarm and inconvenient interest.

So Chum glanced around, but did not plan too deeply about anyone or anything. 

Chum could not; however, prevent his mind from doing what it naturally did all the time. Waiting for his drink, Chum pulled out a light green jade ring hanging on a long gold chain that rested under his shirt. He rubbed the ring while his mind played through scenes of death for each living thing in the room.

In these moments, Chum’s mind did not always supply the details for how each death would take place. But he did reliably see final resting positions in this contorted reality. The middle-aged ginger over there, by the window, laid face-down in the toilet with tendrils of her red hair burning a shade brighter from the wetness. That overweight bearded bear of a man, who had squeezed himself into a size too small black AC-DC shirt, looked slumped over to Chum, a few shades grayer, and as swollen and bloated as a raw turkey that had been injected with too much marinade. These visions amused Chum and gave him a sideways connection to the living that, mostly, didn’t result in their immediate passing. 

In the midst of this mental mussing, Chum heard a thin, high pitched voice screech, “Chum for a medium cup de gras, salted, with room for cream!”

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What a shrill voice! He thought as he cringed inward and reached for the hot paper cup.  

“Dale, small Cocoa Revolution with steamed soy and large Napoleon’s cup d’état!” The voice called out. 

Chum grimaced at the counter and involuntarily, his shoulders hunched upwards toward his ears as if they could possibly rise high enough to block out the sound. To catch a glimpse of the barista, he moved to the other side of the counter. He only needed a single look to enter her into the early morning death reel humming through his head.

When Chum finally spotted her, he concluded within seconds that the voice was the least underwhelming thing about her. 

“Jing-zhe,” according to the tag pinned to her shirt, resembled a brown barrel wrapped in a dirty potato sack. An oversized, baggy long-sleeved flannel shirt draped over her shoulders and fluffed around her body like a soil colored tent suspended from a short pole. Her face held no expression. Drooping almond pale brown eyes, a flat nose, and thin pale lips that conveyed an uncomfortable emptiness more uncanny valley than living person. Chum thought, how ironic that someone so flat and dull could be named “Awakening” in Chinese, the time of Spring when hibernating insects awoke to new life. 

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Chum waited, but an image of Jing-zhe’s death did not come. For the first time, he had encountered someone so lacking in life that even he (ever the equal opportunist) had no interest in snuffing it out. When the world is abundant in the lushest, ripest plants for picking, Chum could rouse no enthusiasm for a humdrum tumbleweed rolling around in the dust. 

Without another glance, Chum turned away to add cream to his drink at the service table. But as soon as he pulled off the top, Chum flung the plastic lid across the floor. 

“GAAHH!” Chum shouted, jumping back from the table, knocking over his open cup. Hot brown liquid poured out of the flipped cup, covering the table, dripping to the floor. 

Chum backed away from the mess, shoulders shaking, eyes clenched close.  

“FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!” Chum chanted repeatedly. 

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“Sir, are you alright?” A boyish twenty-something year old manager asked. 

“THERE’S A FUCKING ROACH IN MY DRINK! WHAT THE FUCK!” Chum screamed. 

Though matching the color of the coffee, all could see a wildly articulating blob floating in the middle of the steaming fluid. Upside-down, the cockroach flailed its black legs and antennae, desperately arching to escape death by burning and suffocation. The whole of its body bobbed and twisted in coordination with the exception of a turgid, purse-shaped beige egg sac extending from the abdomen. There, the pulsing and twitching was equally desperate, but entirely independent.

“THIS. IS. YOUR. FAULT!!!” He said each word more forcefully than the last. And with each word, Chum advanced a step closer to the boy. There was no way to mistake Chum’s look as anything but dangerous – eyes dark and his hands raised in bent open claws.

The manager faltered and stumbled backwards, almost tripping. A few of the men in the cafe stiffened. Cell phones were already out and recording. 

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“Sir, please calm down. It’s just a roach, not a big deal,” the manager coaxed in a trembling voice, having now seen the very lively roach struggling in the brown pool fanning across the table.        

Chum didn’t answer. In his mind, he saw his hands wrapped around the boy’s neck, his thumbs pressing up and down across the throat, pushing out the last bit of living breath like emptying the toothpaste from a spent tube. Chum stepped closer and the men in the café frowned deeper.

Suddenly, a high pitched breaking voice called out, “Medium Red October for Len.” 

Chum cringed. That sound! A jarring unpleasant shiver slithered down his spine, a discomfort great enough to propel himself out of his mind, back into the room with the people. Chum twisted his neck to the counter and found Jing-zhe’s eyes boring into him. She regarded him with no emotion and no change in her face.

“DID YOU MAKE MY DRINK?” Chum breathed out in a halting angry gasp and pointed his finger at her.    

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“Sir, as the manager, I take full responsibility. We can make you a new drink and issue a refund. This has NEVER happened before.” The boy manager sounded close to tears.

Chum paled at the offer of another roach spiked coffee. But he didn’t let himself look at the manager again or the other people starring at him. Instead, he dropped his hands, keeping his arms stuck to his sides, and glowered at Jing-zhe one last time before turning quickly and stomping out the door. 

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Like walking straight into butter, Chum felt instantly slicked and slowed by the oppressive hot humid DC air outside. Taking a heavy wet breath weighed down his lungs and slowed the pounding inside his body. Chum rushed into his car and closed the door with the windows shut, letting the hotness build on the inside. Here, in the deathtrap, Chum let himself remember. 

When Chum was five, he wanted to make friends. 

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“Don’t you want to see my transformer?” Chum asked the popular boy named Drake. 

“No, you’re dirty,” Drake said, shaking his head and running away.

Alone again at recess, Chum asked his teacher, “Why don’t the kids want to play with my toys?” 

She looked uneasy, but said everyone likes to play with different things. 

After school, Chum returned home every day to the rented room at the Golden Palace Motel. There the roaches outnumbered the guests.  At night, roaches of all shapes and sizes came out, scouring the walls, ceilings, shelves, and floors searching for food, water, and safe nesting places. 

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In the beginning, Chum woke up at night, screaming, “Mommy, they’re on me, climbing all over me!” And they were, crawling on his legs, chest, and on his face.

Chum’s mother complained to the motel. “Can’t you take care of the roach problem?” She said, tired from working the night nurse shift. “Sure, we’ll fumigate and set traps in your room,” the manager answered.

But the infestation clearly went beyond a single room. And the six-legged guests from the adjoining rooms moved into any discovered void, breeding and blanketing the floor as a squirming skittering brown mass that Chum saw whenever he turned on the lights to go to the bathroom at night. And the overflow climbed into his backpack, hitching a ride to school. 

It hurt Chum when the kids screamed at the dried roaches flattened and affixed to the pages of his picture books. He cried a little after the roaches crept out of his pockets and his classmates ran from him, screaming. But slowly, Chum grew ashamed and angry at the children and at himself. 

So, after a while, Chum woke up purposely every night to kill the roaches. When the light came on, he went straight for the pregnant roaches, the ones that he knew continued the cycle. He had to be careful though. Even when the mothers died, the egg sacs could survive. He became more attentive, making an extra effort to smash the plump tan pillows until the egg sac popped and squirted custard goo over his little fingers. 

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When he and his mother finally moved into an apartment, Chum felt fast relief in living somewhere without the roaches. But this did not last.  The roaches, being clever, had invited themselves. They stowed away in boxes, suitcases, or left eggs and nymphs in clothing and shoes. In a few weeks’ time, Chum resumed his nightly ritual. 

No matter where they moved, the roaches always found a way to come with them, like unwanted family.

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Just past 11pm, Chum drove back to Kaffee Putsch. He didn’t park in the main lot, but drove past the building a few blocks to check the area. Earlier that day, Chum had told himself that it was too risky. Careless. But, he also concluded that taking boy manager’s head off his neck would be worth it. After all, the boy did say he’d take “full responsibility.”  Chum grinned. Maybe the boy would cry, pee in his pants, maybe even shit himself.

As Chum circled back around the block, large dark shadows leapt about in the rain. He tried to get a better view by pushing his face closer to the windshield and adjusting the wipers down a speed. 

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Suddenly, Chum’s eyes widened in surprise. Two figures struggled against each other in front of the cafe. The shorter one was faster and he deftly dodged a punch before pushing roughly against the other taller, lanky form. The taller one fell heavily against the wall and stopped moving. For several seconds, neither person moved. Then, the shorter one grabbed the taller one’s arms, positioning them above the head to yank and drag the body in a jerking scrapping course toward the alley. 

Chum grimaced, to his experienced eyes, this was a terrible plan and even worse execution. Outmatched in height and weight, the smaller, shorter guy could not easily maneuver the body. Chum shook his head. Not interested your problems, buddy, he thought. Nonetheless, even as he thought this, the temptation for two kills itched inside him.  

Unable to quell the building desire to take both home, he drove around the block again and parked near the alley in a surveillance camera blind spot he had scouted months ago. He pulled on his dark jacket and slipped a small case of syringes and two ampules of ketamine into his pocket. 

Soundlessly, Chum crept toward the short one’s back, watching his movements like the prowling big cat in a field of wild wheat. He observed that the shorter one struggled to pull the longer body, dropping the taller one every couple of steps on the ground. The taller one moaned. Chum nodded in satisfaction. Not quite dead. Perfect, two for one. 

Reaching into his pockets, Chum took out an ampule of ketamine in one hand and a syringe in another. Pressing his thumb against the top of the ampule, the glass tip broke off. Chum inserted the syringe into the opening and extracted half the volume. This should be sufficient to encourage cooperation from Shorty. Chum didn’t want to deal with two dead weights. He needed Shorty receptive and helpful enough to help carry Tall-boy into the trunk of the car. 

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The short man abruptly stopped, straightened.  “Why are you here? I can do this.” The unmistakable shrill voice of Jing-zhe echoed in the dark.

Chum froze. To find her here, of all people, was unexpected. That she recognized him and his intentions surprised him even more. But Chum quickly deflected, “Just taking a walk. What are you doing? How’s your friend?” 

Jing-zhe ignored Chum and went back to hauling Tall-boy.    

Chum stepped back cautiously and capped the syringe, but held it in his hand just in case. He took that moment to look at Jing-zhe in the rain. Muddy dark brown tights covered short, muscular legs and a crinkled light brown trench coat wrapped around her torso, double-knotted at the waist. Her hair pressed wetly against her head, a layer of blobby black paint on a paper mache ball.  A shapeless brown mess, he thought.

After ten minutes of what Chum believed was the most pathetic attempt at murder he had ever seen, he couldn’t stay quiet anymore. 

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“Where are you dragging him to?” 

“Somewhere inside to finish it,” Jing-zhe panted.

Tall-boy had gained back some mental wherewithal to understand the general direction of her words. This triggered violent thrashing and kicking against Jing-zhe’s grip, which landed Tall-boy in a jagged, shallow pot-hole, splashing black water all over Jing-zhe’s coat. 

“God dammit!” Jing-zhe batted roughly at the wet splotches on her jacket.

Chum placed a closed fist against his mouth to hide his grin, but chuckled out loud. 

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“What?” Jing-zhe snapped back at him.

“Need help?” Hands behind his back, he leaned casually against a wall.

Hesitation, and maybe fear, flickered in her eyes. She looked down at her boots. “I don’t need you for this.”   

Chum decided to make it an easier binary choice for her. “I can get in my car and go home. Or,” he paused, long enough for Jing-zhe to raise her eyes back up at him, “we can share.”

Chum knew she obviously should not trust him. His calmness in this extraordinary second chance meeting between strangers screamed danger. Yet, Chum also knew she was distracted, which kept her from considering the most important question: Did she really have a choice? 

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Tall-boy was the boy manager from Kaffee Putsch. Despite what Chum had said, Tall-boy would be his. Jing-zhe didn’t excite his killing instinct, but he had no intention of letting her go. Nonetheless, it would be easier for Chum if she willingly walked partway to her death. 

“Ok, but I have conditions,” she finally said, standing up and walking towards Chum.

“Ok.” Chum felt some amusement at her attempt to bargain.

“It’s gotta be warm where we go.”

“It’s 90 degrees with rain and humidity. Most places around here are warm.” 

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“I want to do it.”

“It? What it?” Chum said coyly.

She rolled her eyes. “I want to be the one to do IT.” Jing-zhe raised her eyebrows at him and inclined her head at Tall-boy.

“Sure,” Chum paused and stared directly into Jing-zhe’s eyes before adding, “if you can.”   

The edges of her lips twitched, but she didn’t say anything else.

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Taking this as consent, Chum said, “You can get under his right arm, under his armpit here, and I’ll lift the other side. We’ll take him to my place.” He pulled Tall-boy upright to his feet and draped Tall-boy’s limp arm over her shoulders. 

Together, Chum and Jing-zhe threw him into the backseat of Chum’s car. Chum walked over to the passenger side and opened the door, waiting for Jing-zhe to get in. He kept one hand hovered over his pocketed syringe as he watched her, not knowing if she would sit down. But Jing-zhe climbed in without a word. While he drove, she stared blankly ahead, ignoring everything, including the moaning and crying in the backseat. 

Chum wanted to know more. “So, you’re Jing-zhe, right?”

“Yeah.”

“And, who is that in the back?”

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“Boss.”

“You mean the kid manager at the cafe?” Chum played dumb.

“Jesus is not a kid.”

Chum adjusted the rear view mirror down to see the sprawled body in the back.

“Well, ‘Jesus’ can’t be more than 20. He’s a kid.”

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Jing-zhe didn’t respond.

“Why him?”

She shrugged.

“Was he bothering you?  Did he do something?”

Jing-zhe shook her head. “Not to me.”

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“So…you just decided to…,” Chum intentionally left it vague.

“Uh huh.”

“That’s a little odd, don’t you think?”

Jing-zhe didn’t say anything, but scowled at Chum. Her expression – maybe the first real one that Chum had seen on her face – was accusatory.

Pulling into his driveway, Chum asked finally, “Why did you come with me?”

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“I’ve been looking for you,” Jing-zhe said in a whisper.

Startled, Chum stiffly stared back, his right hand tightening on the steering wheel, his left in his pocket. He always knew some day someone would come for him. He’d killed too many people to expect otherwise. He studied her for several heartbeats, waiting from some movement to give her away. But Jing-zhe’s head stayed down, refusing to meet his eyes. Chum’s left index finger petted the loaded syringe in his pocket. His finger stilled. Not yet, he thought. He had more questions and the space inside the car was too crammed. Better to get her inside the kill box.

“Business first.” Chum tilted his head toward the back at the sobbing in the backseat getting louder and more frantic.

Jing-zhe nodded.

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In-between sobs on the kill box floor, Jesus begged to be let go. 

“Pleaasssee, please,” he wailed and cried, “I don’t want to die. Oh, God, Mom and Dad. They going to be so worried. Mi pez y los monos. Muro de orbes.” On his back, in a fetal position, his limbs bent inward like the curled legs of a dead spider, snot flowed freely from his nose, a straight path into his open mouth. Suddenly, he stretched his arms, like wings and flapped, while yelling loudly, “The lake of fire, the lake of fire, I’m drowning in the lake of fire. My name’s not in the book of life. Someone erased it on the final night.”

Chum sighed as he crouched by Jesus’s head, grabbing his chin to check his pupil dilation. Two doses of ketamine had been given to keep him from fighting and running. In this dissociated state, Jesus was incomprehensible, higher than a kite. No honest confessions or revelations were coming. Chum murmured, “A pity really.”   

Chum reached for a sharp, serrated hunting knife folded in his back pocket. Two cuts along both sides of the neck and he’d bleed out. Then, he could focus on Jing-zhe, who, unlike the other one, was perfectly lucid.

“Wait,” Jing-zhe called out by the locked door. She had been silent until now, watching. 

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“Having second thoughts?” Chum responded, moving closer to Jesus.

“You promised!” She hissed like the hot steam whistling out of a boiling kettle, 

Chum eyed her closely, considering her words. Sure, he’d promised in order to get her here. However, Chum had no intention of becoming her two-for-one. 

“The first time is always difficult,” Chum said, approaching her, still holding onto the handle of the knife in his right grip, blade out, narrowed eyes focused on Jing-zhe’s movements. 

Jing-zhe shook her head and raised her chin, defiant. “It’s not my first time. I won’t need that.” She walked from the door, right past Chum, and stood above a crumpled Jesus. 

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She untied her trench coat and removed several brown ziplock bags from inner pockets.

“Shit!” Chum, who had followed her, leapt back a foot when he realized the bags were and full of live things crawling over each other. He glared at Jing-zhe in disbelief. 

“What the hell!? Like sandwiches and snacks in your coat!?”

Jing-zhe gently laid ten undulating plastic bags next to Jesus.  

“They follow me everywhere anyway. It’s warmer inside the jacket,” she replied as if she had answered Chum’s real question.

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He smelled his vomit before he tasted it in his mouth, the pungency of the bile and regurgitation making it into his nose before the chyme erupted out of his throat. He felt dizzy and quickly averted his eyes.

“What are you going to do?” He asked facing the door.

“Something I’ve wanted to try. Go outside. I’ll come soon,” Jing-zhe instructed.

Eager to get away from the teeming bags, Chum did as she asked. Outside the unlocked door, Chum braced himself against the wall with his eyes shut, willing himself to un-see the writhing roaches. Chum couldn’t see this way, but he could hear rustling of plastic bags and the tink-tank of what sounded like skittles bouncing on the floor. Chum grimaced and swallowed more vomit. He inhaled slowed. Knives were so clean and efficient, he thought.

He had a bad feeling about all of this. He reached for his keys in his pocket. He could lock her in there until he came up with something else. Not a great plan, but it would buy him some time. 

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But Chum’s mind moved sluggishly and Jing-zhe soon popped outside, dropping a pile of clothes. She handed Chum her cell phone. An image of the boy’s bare chest streamed onto the screen. Chum squinted, the lighting and colors were all wrong. He realized then that she must have turned off the lights and placed a night camera to his chest. On the screen, Chum could see a greenish image of Jesus’s body violently arching and wiggling. With bound hands Jesus tried to scratch at his thighs, torso, wherever he could reach. 

Chum shuddered and looked away from the phone. “Oh my god! Did you . . . are they on him?”

She nodded.

From the phone, Chum had seen what must have been hundreds of roaches climbing and covering the boy’s naked body with hairy legs and wriggling antennae vellicating every touched surface of skin. Chum thought he could not get any sicker, but he promptly threw up on the ground, heaving dryly after emptying his stomach.

Head bent low and hands on his knees, Chum gasped, “You know, that’s absolutely revolting and completely ineffective. No one’s been tickled to death by roaches.”

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From his childhood, Chum knew roaches didn’t have mandibles strong enough to seriously injure human skin. A bite or taste here or there, but nothing fatal. Disgusted, Chum pulled out his knife again to end things the old-fashioned way. No more playing.

Before he could act, Jing-zhe opened the door, rushed into the room, turned on the bright lights, and darted back out, shutting the door behind her. She pointed back at the phone. 

On the screen, the antennae of hundreds of roaches twitched in the air but their bodies had stopped moving, stunned by the sudden change in light. After a pause, they began to run for the only safe darkness in the bright room provided by the soft crevices and orifices of Jesus’s body. The roaches charged into his nose, ears, eyes, and the cavernous opening of his mouth. Jesus screamed, but choked on the roaches burrowing into his throat. His teeth clamped down, crushing bodies in-between. But when he gagged, more roaches surged in, choking and suffocating him. Bound and drugged, he could not fight the large unified mass storming onto his face. His eyes bulged. He sputtered, spat, and foamed at the mouth. Finally, he stilled.

In the quiet, Jing-zhe peered up at Chum expectantly, like a child awaiting approval. Chum had not moved in all this time, but large shapeless horshot sweat stains covered his gray shirt. Any color in his face had long since fled.

Feeling he should speak, Chum forced himself to say blandly, “Well, that was different.”  

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This seemed to satisfy Jing-zhe and she switched the phone off.

For a few minutes, neither one of them spoke.

“Why are you looking for me?” Chum finally whispered leaning against the door. 

As he spoke, his hand stroked the handle of his knife. The questions would distract her. He wanted this nightmare of a day to be over soon. 

Instead of answering, Jing-zhe took out a long gold chain from under her shirt. On the chain was a jade ring, identical to the one Chum wore under his shirt.

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He drew a stuttering breath, “Who…who…gave you that?”

“My mother.” 

Chum said nothing, lost in a memory. He had barely turned 18. She had been young, like him. One night, she stumbled upon Chum killing an older man with an ax in the village along the river. Chum knew she was crouched in the bamboo stalks, watching, but he didn’t want to catch her until he had finished with the man. When that was done, instead of running, she stood up, revealing herself, and walked straight into his arms. Neither made promises, but Chum did not kill her in the end. Before Chum left the village, she gave him a jade ring, the same one he wore on his chain. She had kept a matching one for herself. 

“Ni ji sui?” Chum asked Jing-zhe’s age in Mandarin.

“Shi qi.” Seventeen. 

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Chum searched her face for something familiar, a reminder of someone else.  

“You don’t look like her.” 

“I am like my father,” Jing-zhe replied simply. 

“Is she here?” Chum asked.

“No. She was sick. She’s gone now,” Jing-zhe said, eyes fixed at the kill box door.

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After a long laden moment, Chum switched the knife for the keys in his pocket. He took them out and locked the door.

“We can come back and clean this up later. It’s almost 5am. Are you hungry?”

Jing-zhe nodded.

“Come with me.” Chum led her down a winding path back to the house. He stayed only a couple steps ahead of her, always within an arm’s reach to grab her if she’d tried to run. But she followed obediently behind him.

Before he opened the door, Chum said firmly, “Please leave your . . .  pets outside.”

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Nodding, Jing-zhe extracted four more bags of roaches from her coat and placed them on a rocking chair on the porch. Shaking his head, Chum opened the door and took Jing-zhe to the kitchen, seating her at the breakfast nook, still close enough for him to chase her down.

Opening the fridge, Chum asked, “Can I make you eggs?” 

“Mmmnn,” she replied. 

While cooking, Chum ran through his options. Did he believe she was his child? Mildly, but not completely. Did it matter? Already, she had seen too much. However, ending her, though easier, made Chum uncomfortable, and something inside of him twisted at the thought of Jing-zhe’s strange presence extinguishing forever. Maybe, he told himself, she could stay a while. He could teach her so many things. She could learn, make fewer mistakes, and survive longer. Isn’t that what parents did? If things became too complicated, then he’d have to un-complicate them.

Chum glanced over at her again, his probable daughter, a warmth and excitement spreading gradually in his chest.

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Jing-zhe appeared to look back in Chum’s direction, but she didn’t return his gaze or notice the softness in his eyes. Rather, her eyes were unfocused as she studiously watched and re-watched the death reel playing in her mind. As she did, noiselessly, from her pocket, a small twitching roach, a nymph, jumped down, skittering around before burying itself into the safe shadows between the wooden floor boards. Finally home.

Frances Ippolito, Author.

Frances Lu-Pai Ippolito is an emerging Chinese American writer in Portland, Oregon. When she’s not spending time with her children in the outdoors, she’s working on short stories with diverse characters in unusual situations of horror, sci-fi, magical realism, or whatever genre-bending she can get away with. Her work was recently featured in the Ooligan Press Writers of Color Showcase 2020 in Portland, Oregon.

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By Robert Howell

For years I have been telling people of the haunted house I once lived in. Most people just laughed, some believed and wanted to hear more, and some just thought I was trying to rope them in to sell them a book. Yes, I am a writer and storytelling is what I do. But the haunted house experience was real.

Since I am writing this down in the hope that someone will find this and know the truth about what happened to me, I might as well start with the beginning.

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I was thirteen years old when we moved into the house. I refuse to name the place so that no one will try and find it. It may have been torn down years ago, but those who hunt down the place, and name it, could fall into the same pit of despair that I currently reside in.

My father moved around a lot. I don’t think we lived in any one place for more than three years at a time right up until I joined the military and made my own way in life. The house was a rare exception even for this. My father had a temporary job that would last a year so he rented this beautiful brownstone townhouse in the eastern section of a city I will not name. The house was beautiful and came fully furnished. Even the beds were there, but the owner had replaced all the mattresses.

We moved in on a sunny warm day in July. It was the first time I had seen the place. It had a double-door entrance with a foyer large enough for a nice wooden bench, table, double closet, and still room to move around. Passing through the entrance, on the left was a large living room with a fake fireplace and an archway to the dining room, and straight ahead was a hall leading to the kitchen. Just before reaching the kitchen was a door leading to the basement which I will go into later.

To the right after the entrance was a staircase leading up to three bedrooms and a full bathroom. The bathroom was to the left as we exited the staircase and beside the bathroom was the master bedroom which of course became my parent’s room. To the right was another bedroom, which became my younger sister’s bedroom, and at the end of the hall was my bedroom. For the first time, I would have a bedroom all to myself as my older sister had already moved away the year before when she turned eighteen.

We settled in nicely and for the first couple of months, it was peaceful and quiet. When the change came it was not sudden mayhem and the first incident did not connect us to the idea of the paranormal nor did fear enter the picture. It was gradual as events started to pile up. Yes, it started with the basement, which I will now talk about.

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It was a winding staircase that led to the basement. At the bottom, the first room had the furnace and electrical boxes. The next room was locked. The owner told us he used it for storage and would not give us a key so we had no idea what was in it. The final room was the laundry area. It was in this room it started.

It was an unusual layout. The washer and dryer were on opposite sides of the room. One day as my mother tried to put the wet clothes into the dryer it slammed shut on her, breaking three fingers. My father said it was some type of defect in the dryer door and had a repairman adjust the door. It took over a month for her hand to heal enough to start doing chores again. Myself and my younger sister took over a lot of the household chores as my father was always at work.

The second incident also took place there. This time it was me. I was bringing clothes down to do laundry when I felt a push from behind and tumbled all the way down. I was fortunate not to break my neck, but the same could not be said about my arm.

After that, my mother shut and locked the door to the basement and gave strict instructions not to go there. My father was pissed, saying using a laundromat was too expensive and that it was all in our imagination. Still, my mother stood firm.

My father’s position soon changed when it happened to him. This time it was on the back balcony. He was sitting and having a beer. It was his first one so he couldn’t even blame it on the booze. He saw a shadow at the doorway and knew it was not one of us because he saw the form of a large man. The door slammed shut and then pieces of the wood overhang above him started falling off. What convinced him though was that each piece, as it fell, headed directly at him. The entire incident only lasted about ten seconds, but when done he required over thirty stitches.

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For the next two months, there were little incidents, but nothing serious. Small things like lights going off and on, and we could actually see the light switch going up and down, articles being put in one place and reappearing later somewhere else, usually in the refrigerator, and so on.

One day the owner of the property came to visit. We tried to tell him what was happening, but he got all huffy and told us if we wanted to move, we could go ahead and move, but he would hold three month’s rent. My father then demanded that he at least show us what was in the locked room or he would break down the door. By this time, we were convinced that the center of the problem was located behind that door.

The owner said fine and produced an unusual-looking key, shaped like an actual skeleton. It is the first time I ever wondered about the origin of the term skeleton key. We all followed him down, wanting to know what was there.

The opening was anticlimactic. It was not a large room, maybe ten by ten. The walls were lined with model trains. He told us that his father was an aficionado of trains and that it was his place of pride. The trains even worked, he told us, although he had not started them in a long time. He said his father had been very protective of the trains and spent many days, until his death, making hand carvings to go with the trains, and he ran the trains over and over again every day. It drove his mother crazy. We only found out after we moved that he meant literally, as his mother had been admitted to a hospital for psychiatric patients where she lived to the end of her days.

While my father was talking to him, I snuck past when the landlord wasn’t paying attention to get a closer look. What I saw shocked me. In each train, there was a sculpture of a person that I first thought was a plastic toy. But when I got close, I could see they were carefully carved of wood, painted, and had an almost real appearance. But each of the figures had a look of horror on their face. That was when the owner grabbed me by the shoulder and fiercely twisted me around, knocking me to the ground. My father was about to strike the man when he suddenly changed and helped me up, apologizing for his actions. He explained it away by saying the trains were delicate and he was afraid I would break them. He then pushed us out of the room and locked the door again, quickly leaving the house.

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That night was scary. Doors were slamming all over the house, windows opening and closing on their own, the television starting up and then shutting down, and more. We would see the shadowy figure of a large man wandering from room to room. Every once in a while, we could hear his voice saying he would take care of all who had mocked him or tried to damage his trains.

The next day my father called in a friend who knows a little about the supernatural. He said we had a vindictive ghost and that if we didn’t cleanse the place we could be seriously hurt. Like we hadn’t already been. He claimed to have done some research at the local library looking through old news clippings. That he had discovered that the owner of the trains had died in this house. He had also been under investigation for the deaths of his co-workers when he had worked at the railway company but had never been charged.

My father’s friend then showed us copies of some of the articles he had read. I never said anything, but I recognized the pictures in the articles, the pictures of the people he was suspected of killing. I recognized them because I had seen those faces on the figures in the train!

He had come prepared though. Using white chalk, holy water, and reading from the Bible, he went from room to room. He used the chalk to make crosses at every window and door, reading a passage from the Bible each time and sprinkling holy water.

It all went well until he came to the door to the basement. It would not open. We used a screwdriver to pry it, a hammer to smash it, and any other tool we could find, but it would not open. Instead, he finished off by chalking a large cross on the door. He read passages from the Bible for over half an hour and sprinkled the holy water liberally over it. He then took a large padlock and ensured the door was secure before leaving the house.

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That night we all slept in the living room. The banging on the basement door started at midnight and got louder and harder by the minute. Finally, my father had had enough. We packed up our things and went to a motel for the night. But as we were on the way out the door, a voice yelled, “If you ever return, you will become a permanent part of my collection.” The next day my father hired a company to go over and pack our things. The men that went there rushed through the packing as they said they felt fear their entire time there. When my father asked them about the basement door, they said there was none.

Later that week my father got a transfer and we moved to another city. Over the years, the fear and then the memories of that place faded until it just became a story.

I was in my late thirties when my parents passed in a car accident. It was at the service that my younger sister mentioned a memory about the house. She was only eight at the time and had vague memories of it. It was left to me to tell the tale, and I kind of made a comedy about it. But it got me thinking, and that was my mistake and what has led me to today.

My curiosity had gotten the better of me. I had to know what had happened to the house. Google solved nothing, so I traveled the two hundred miles to that city.

My first stop was the local library, looking through their computers for any and all news from local papers about the property. It took some digging, but I found information that surprised me. The first article was about a family who had lived there right after us. It was a family of five with three very young children. While they lived there, one of the children went missing and was never found. The police claimed that there had been a child molester in the area and he had probably snuck into the house and taken the child. The mother though claimed otherwise. She said there was a ghost in the house and it was the ghost that claimed the child. She said a voice told her that her child was to help the ghost play with his trains. Eventually, she was admitted to the local hospital and ended up sharing a room with the mother of the landlord.

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The father though wanted revenge. He sent the other two children to live with his parents and one night snuck back into the house and set it on fire, burning it to the ground. He of course was arrested and jailed for arson, but the story goes that as the police took him away, he had a big smile on his face.

By the time the fire had been put out, there was little left of the place. The city ordered the remainder of the building to be demolished, and when done, they dug up what was left and carted it away.

In another article, there was an interview with a fireman who had been there that night. He told a story of a shadow moving around and taking something out, but no one believed him as the fire had been too intense for even the firemen to get close.

I decided to drive over to the place to see what was left. I had some trepidation, but I was also a very logical person who did not believe in the supernatural, despite my own experiences and the fact that a lot of my novels include tales of the paranormal. I would not let some dumb feeling get in the way of what could be an interesting story to write about. Maybe it will be featured in my next novel.

It was only a ten-minute drive, but when I got there, I didn’t recognize anything. Most of the homes that were on that street when I lived there had long since been torn down and replaced by condos. Even the land where the house used to be was a condo building. It was quite a letdown.

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I spent a few minutes walking around, trying to place exactly where the house had stood, as the condo building encompassed a large area that used to be where at least five houses once stood. For some reason, I kept being drawn to one area. It was a little courtyard where it looked like the developer had decided to build around that spot. At the center was a small bush that had long since died, but had never been replaced. When I got to the spot I just knew that at this exact spot almost three decades ago, was where the room with the trains had been.

Is this all that is left, I wondered, but for some reason, I said it out loud and finished by calling it by name, the house with the owner’s name. I couldn’t begin to understand why I did that, but maybe it was because it wanted me to. What scared me though was that there was a response.

“I told you that if you ever returned, you would become a permanent part of my collection.”

There was no one around that could have said those words. For the first time since I left that house as a thirteen-year-old, I felt genuine fear. I turned and ran as fast as I could, jumped into my car, and peeled rubber like I was a teen again.

Once I was well away from the place, I began to wonder if it had all been a part of my imagination. I write scenes like this in my books. Maybe I just wanted to hear something to have a new story to write about. But deep down inside I knew that wasn’t what happened.

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It took some digging, but I was able to locate the phone number and address of our old landlord from that time. He still lived and was only a few miles away. I decided not to give him a warning but just stop in. I was afraid he would refuse to speak with me.

I pulled up in front of a small townhome that matched the address I had located. Sitting in a rocking chair on the front porch was an older man. It took me a moment to realize that it was him. My memory was of a much younger person, but I was thirteen at the time.

I got out of my car and walked up the driveway. He watched me as I approached but didn’t make a move to go back into the house. He surprised me though when I got to the steps.

“You had to go back there didn’t you.” He made it more like a statement than a question.

“How do you know who I am?” I asked.

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“I recognize all his potential victims,” was the answer I never wanted to hear.

“You knew and you rented the house to us anyway?”

He looked at me with sadness in his eyes. Then I saw he had tears running down his face.

“I didn’t know he could still kill after he was dead, or I would have burnt that place and his trains into ashes long ago. I spoke to the fireman who was at the fire and he described exactly what my father looked like, and what he had in his hands as he walked out of the blaze. Of course, no one but me believed him. My father was a man of pure evil. He is the one who drove my mother crazy and almost did the same to me. I was so happy when he died, in that room he loved so much. I thought it was all over then. I was wrong. He took those trains somewhere else and if I knew where I would tell you.”

“What do you mean when you said I had to go back there?”

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“I felt his presence as soon as you pulled up. He will come for you soon. He will make you just another passenger in his train like he has to dozens of others. I am sorry but there is nothing anyone can do about it.”

“There must be something I can do. A priest, a fortune teller, or even the police.”

“The last victim died in a church talking with a priest. Another died in the presence of a gypsy fortune teller. One even died in jail. All under mysterious circumstances. No, there is nothing you can do but go home and make your arrangements. He usually comes on the third night after he has told you he would claim you. I am sorry.” With that, the man went into his house and closed the door, refusing to answer my repeated knockings.

The next two days I did everything I could think of. I went to see a priest who told me I should go see a psychiatrist. I surfed the net, looking for any hint of a defense. I stocked up on all the crystals, oils, crosses, and whatever else I could find that anyone even hinted would offer protection.

Now I sit in my chair with my laptop awaiting the inevitable. I can hear him coming. For the last two nights, he has whispered in my ear that my time was almost up. Tonight is the night. I can feel his presence getting closer. I will type what is happening as long as I can in the hope that when my body is found someone will believe the truth. But I will not mention his name or the name of the house. I will not take the chance of condemning another person to what I am about to suffer. My locked door has just opened. I think my time has come.

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“This was the last story your brother wrote before he passed. I thought you would like to have it. Your brother had quite the imagination.” The police officer handed a copy of the file they had found on the laptop next to the body, to the sister of the man they had found.

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A Wrinkle in Blood – A Chilling Horror Story by Alex C. Telander

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A Wrinkle in Blood

By Alex C. Telander

It began with a wrinkle.

Madeleine was looking into the small makeup mirror. She’d turned forty-five just days ago. Had been doing her best to stave off the wrinkles with a growing collection of creams. And now it’d all gone to shit.

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“What the fuck!” Madeleine yelled at the mirror.

She checked in the bigger mirror and there it was right across her forehead: this cavernous wrinkle that had not been there yesterday. Gray and ugly. The fucking Grand Canyon plastered right across her face.

“Ow!” she said as she touched it. It felt like a sharp knife had been drawn across her forehead. She was going to cover it up with foundation, but that wasn’t an option now. She’d just have to deal with it.

She caught the chyron on the TV as she hit the power button: MYSTERIOUS DEATHS PERPLEXING.


Things got worse.

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On her lunch break, as she was tossing the wrapping to her sandwich she saw a new wide ridge of wrinkle on her arm.

For the first time she felt fear zap through her.

Something wasn’t right. But she couldn’t deal with it right now.

When she stripped off her clothes to shower that night, she looked at herself in the bathroom mirror and screamed. New wrinkles all over her body now. Like they were contagious and multiplying. All ugly gray, some oozing blood.

Madeleine moaned with despair as she got into the shower, then screamed again under the hot water, this time in pain. She had to turn the water down to almost cold before she could bear it.

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She took Advil and an Ambien then got into bed. She wasn’t sure if she’d be able to fall asleep; her body was on fire. What the hell was wrong with her? Sleep eventually took her away from this nightmare of a day.


The nightmare didn’t end.

Madeleine awoke in a level of pain she’d never experienced before. There was sharp discomfort and soreness on the outside of her body, but internally something was very wrong too. Her organs ached. The fact that she could feel them individually seemed impossible. Left kidney. That was her right lung? It was either a heavy ache, or a sharp pain, or something else that just felt very wrong. Her heart. Her liver? And that was her right kidney she was pretty sure.

It was 2:31am. The Advil had worn off.

Madeleine mostly fell out of bed, then dragged herself slowly into a standing position. She awkwardly pulled on clothes: sweatpants, t-shirt, hoodie. Went into the bathroom and screamed at herself for a third time. Something had clawed her face with new wrinkles: one across her cheek, the other reaching down from the corner of her mouth and under her chin.

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She pulled her hood up, yanking the cords tight. The roughness of the material against her cheeks felt like nerve endings being rubbed raw.

She took more meds.

Should she call an ambulance? She needed to go to the emergency room. She got her phone, purse and keys and made it into her car. Sitting down was both a wonderful release and an aggravating discomfort. She got on the road and was sort of okay for a little while. Fresh air and not moving much she guessed.

The ER parking lot didn’t look too busy. Thankfully. She went from icy night air to stuffy warmth as the automatic doors opened. She gave her info and her weird symptoms to the receptionist behind the glass. The person did their best to hide a shocked look, but Madeleine still saw it for what it was. She was hideous.

She sat hunched over, not even wanting to mess around on her phone. The TV was broadcasting the news: dead bodies showing up all over the world. It went over her head.

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It felt like two hours later when they called her name. Looking at the clock, it’d been twelve minutes.

A medical person asked her what was wrong and she gave the bizarre series of events that were the last twenty-four hours. They did better at hiding their surprise. They took blood, a urine sample, checked her vitals.

She was sent back out into the waiting room. She wanted to be anywhere else. She wanted to not be in agony. She wanted to be fast asleep. She wanted things to be normal.

The news droned on about bizarre deaths.

This time it was under five minutes. They called her name and she was given a cubicle with a curtain for privacy. She asked for help and moaned while they slowly got her into a hospital gown. The nurse was a pro, giving no reaction that she looked like some kind of freak and was probably the last of her kind. Before long she was in bed with a warm blanket. It was thick and rough and would’ve been iron wool on her skin had she not been wearing the hospital gown. Also the warmth was really helping. The nurse said the doctor would be in soon and then someone would be in to do an EKG and then she’d be taken to do a CT scan. Madeleine wasn’t paying much attention because she was already mostly asleep.

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The pain was still very much there letting her know something was dreadfully wrong with her body, so she never fell fully asleep. The doctor didn’t show. Someone came in to give her an EKG, attaching all these sensors to her. They had an actual look of terror when they saw her body covered in these ugly gray wrinkles. The pain from each attached sensor was excruciating. She actually yelped as each one peeled away. Then she reverted to her stuporous state until another person came in saying they were taking her for a CAT scan. Her bed became a moving gurney. As she was wheeled to the equipment room she wondered if she was dying and this would be her last night. Then she was back. She didn’t really remember what happened, other than constant pain.

Another semi-conscious period then the doctor finally showed up, turning on all the bright lights. She squinted at him and didn’t like what she saw in his eyes. He was fucking terrified. His voice was shaky. They were going to order more tests. They were going to give morphine for the pain. They didn’t know what was wrong with her, but she would be staying until they had a diagnosis and could help her.

It made her feel a little better. Half an hour later she was on the morphine drip and that helped a lot. It was six AM now and the sun was coming up. They brought her breakfast which she was able to eat. She turned on the TV as she ate.

Something very bad was happening in the world. All over it actually. People were dying and no one knew why.

Madeleine felt a dread begin in her that she didn’t think she was capable of after the night she’d had. Hadn’t she seen something about this earlier? They were collapsing in the street, while driving, while flying, while just being anywhere. Collapsing into a puddle of human goo and not much more. Like someone had dropped a handful of clothes into a bloody puddle. There were photos, lots of them. Then there was video, with a blazing red warning that what she was about to see would be extremely disturbing. Then she watched a person being filmed stop and start screaming, slowly collapsing, then falling to the ground, then . . . that was it. They were dead. They were pretty much gone. Nothing human left.

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Madeleine lost her appetite. The nurse came in to take her food away and take her vitals. Her eyes had a look of terror.

“What the fuck is going on out there?”

The nurse just shook her head. She was too scared to speak. She left abruptly.

Madeleine switched channels, but most of it was news and they were covering what was apparently the end of the world. People dying in the tens of thousands everywhere. It was happening too fast for anyone to react, to try and figure out what to do. Some of the puddles of blood had been scraped up and transferred to hospitals and labs, but there was nothing to work with. It just made no sense. It was so random. Anyone could suffer at any time.

No one was safe.

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Madeleine could feel herself shaking now. It made what was going on with her seem trivial. Unimportant. But they still hadn’t given her any answers. She hadn’t seen the doctor in hours. Was she going to end up like one of those . . . puddles?

She didn’t have a fucking clue.

At least no one else did either.

She tried to sleep. The food and morphine helped her doze for a few hours. A loud scream ripped her awake, her heart thumping in her chest. It felt like it was just outside her room, but she couldn’t see anything. Then she heard people coming, lots of voices. They were there for a few minutes and then moved away.

Had the hospital just had its first case?

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Madeleine, now very much awake, turned the TV back on. It was still the same. The reporters all had this look in their eyes now: they could be next, any one of them, and nothing could be done about it.

She started shaking again.

On the overhead speakers she heard someone calling a CODE BLUE. She didn’t know what it meant, but it couldn’t be good. Ten minutes later, there was another CODE BLUE. A short while after that another scream. Someone yelled doctor! only it didn’t sound like they needed the doctor, it sounded like . . . like it’d been a doctor. Another CODE BLUE.

Madeleine pulled her knees up under her chin. Wrapped the blanket around her like a protective shawl.

Everything was so fucked.

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She put her head down and started crying.

The blanket had no problem absorbing her tears.


It ended in silence.

The hospital was very quiet now. Only the occasional medical person passing by, usually needing to get somewhere fast. The doctor had stopped by a while ago. Scared the crap out of her. Suddenly he was there, ripping the curtain aside. He’d looked drawn and haggard, like he didn’t know if he would ever sleep again. He told Madeleine they still didn’t know what the hell was wrong with her. She shouldn’t be alive. The wrinkles were everywhere inside her body. In all her organs. But they didn’t seem to be affecting her that much. The doctor didn’t understand how. As he turned to go, he stopped and looked back at her, at the morphine drip.

“I could open it all the way,” he said. “It’s a nicer way to go.”

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She shook her head.

He turned and crossed into the hallway then began screaming like an animal that had been crushed under a car. Madeleine watched her doctor fold down and compress into a pool of blood right in front of her. A long time later someone came to clean up the mess. There was a long bloody smear left on the floor.

More time passed. Madeleine thought she was the only one left now. In the hospital. Maybe the world. She felt something new in her body: a vibrating of her skin that went deep, all the way to her soul. She was very scared. She slid out of bed, shakily standing. Her body wobbled, starting to compress.

Madeleine closed her eyes as she felt herself fold down to the ground and end . . .


Madeleine opened her eyes.

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She was staring into her bathroom mirror. Her face was clear. Her skin perfect. She took off her robe, revealing her naked body. There wasn’t a single wrinkle on her; not a blemish or mark anywhere.

She was perfect.

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Heaven, a Short Story by Jennifer Weigel

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Cosmos Reversals digital art by Jennifer Weigel
Cosmos Reversals digital art by Jennifer Weigel

I don’t really know when or how I got to this shindig, but it’s been the most awesome party ever.  Last thing I recall, I swerved to avoid hitting a deer on the highway, but now here I am.  And I’m running into people I haven’t seen in forever, including my best friend from junior high school, David…  We’d fallen out of touch ever since my family moved halfway across the country from Providence, Rhode Island.  Hell, I heard he was really sick, like REALLY sick – cancer or somesuch, but he looks incredible. Glowing. So I guess the rumors were wrong.

David’s a real hottie now, with his brooding dark eyes and brown hair that sort of swoops over his right eye.  And he’s really into me, it’s written all over his face.  Plus, we’re blissfully chill together. It’s not like we have to say much of anything, especially with my favorite band playing on the radio, Talking Heads piped into all of the rooms in unison.  When we first ran into each other, we were both joyfully surprised, and the awestruck silence never really wore off as we continue to drink one another and the party itself in.  Everything here is just so dreamy, it’s unreal.

Just like heaven.

There’s a little kitchen with an island and we’re toasting champagne and cutting up this huge sheet cake that’s part white, part, chocolate, part yellow.  I even got a corner piece of the white cake covered in icing roses, and all pink so they won’t stain my tongue weird colors!  In fact, there’s no blue or black icing at all.  The message on the cake is a little weird, just a reminder You Are Loved, but it brings all the warm fuzzies all the same.  It’s almost too pretty to eat, but damn is it some good cake – perfectly spongy and not to dry.  It’s all just so sweet.

Truly heaven-ly.

“Are you enjoying yourself?” David asks.

“Yes.  Everything is so perfect, I never want to leave,” I reply.  “This is the best, most exciting party ever.”

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“You don’t have to go anywhere,” he replies.  “We can just hang out here and have fun forever.”

We wander back out into the front room with our cake and champagne, which never seem to be depleted.  I have a nice buzz from the fizzy alcohol, but am not feeling especially tipsy or out of it.  Just warm – I can feel it rising to my cheeks.  We adjourn to the sofa, which has been left vacant as if waiting specifically for us.

Heaven sent.

The house itself reminds me a lot of my childhood home.  Same avocado 1970s décor.  Same wood paneling.  Same orange and brown stripey floral motif sofa, though this one isn’t near as scratchy as I remember that fabric being back in the day.  And the cushions have just the right amount of fluff – you don’t sink too far as you sit on them.  It’s all just so warm and inviting and strikes all of the nostalgia chords in my heart for simpler times, when David and I would just hang out.

He smiles as he wraps his arm around me.  Feeling safe, I lean my head on his shoulder as we watch the sun set over the far horizon from the bay window in the living room.  The scene is a spectacular picturesque pink and purple show streaked with light and just the right number of wispy clouds to draw out the colors as the fading sunlight shimmers behind the silhouetted evergreen trees.  It would make a wonderful painting.  Absolutely breathtaking.

Straight out of heaven.

I glance over from the sunset to meet David’s gaze.  My eyes lose themselves in his, falling into a soft focus.  He is just so dreamy.  His skin is clearer than I remember.  And his brown hair is still so perfectly flipped over his right eye in a cute coy way that doesn’t seem at all out of place.  I admit I had a crush on him in junior high, but it was nothing like this.  This is that fantasy on steroids. Beyond my wildest dreams. We lean towards one another and he whispers in my ear.

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“May I kiss you?” he asks sweetly, the scent of champagne and cake wafting from his warm and inviting lips.

“Please do,” I sigh.

Our lips meet, slowly at first.  Tenderly.  The trepidation soon dissolves and the kiss becomes more intense, harder and then wet and sloppy, tongues exploring one another in the dark recesses of our joined mouths.  I close my eyes and succumb to the moment…

I seem to have arrived at a really happening house party.  And there are people here I haven’t seen for years, including my best friend from junior high, David!  We’d fallen out of touch since the move and I heard he had cancer or the like, but I guess the rumors were wrong…


Here’s the song Heaven by The Talking Heads that inspired this creepy little story. If for some reason the YouTube doesn’t load in window, follow the link here.

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Heaven by The Talking Heads
Portrait of myself with dark makeup and crow skull headdress, backlit by the sun.
Portrait of myself with dark makeup and crow skull headdress, backlit by the sun.

And feel free to check out more of Jennifer Weigel’s work here on Haunted MTL or here on her website.

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