“She’s cutting my fucking throat!” he
shouted as I walked into the room.
The man was quite an interesting
sight. Tall, skinny, brown hair, blue eyes, strong jaw, hadn’t shaved in days,
and the perpetual jitterers of a man truly frightened to his core. The officer
who escorted me in told me his name was Travis McCurry and that he was just
another run of the mill wackjob adamantly admitting to a crime which probably
hasn’t taken place, at least not by Travis. However he was an interesting
wackjob, the officer told me, so apparently worthy of some psychoanalysis.
“Who fucked him up?” I asked the
officer as I had watched Travis through mirrored glass.
The officer, a fat, squat, bald
little man in his late thirties, just chuckled, “you’ll have to ask him, Doc,
‘cause we surely didn’t believe it.”
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“Wasn’t you guys?” I inquired.
“No man,” said the officer, “he came
in like that.”
“She’s cutting my fucking throat.”
“Who?”
“The woman I killed a year ago.”
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I sat down across from Travis
McCurry. He wasn’t handcuffed but he was beaten to a bloody pulp. Two black
eyes, nose still dripping blood, swelling on his cheekbones, split lips, top
and bottom, his neck looked as if someone had already cut it, deeply, but it
had already begun healing and was knitting together cleanly. Additionally, he
had two large patches of dried blood on his shirt, one on each pectoral. He sat
uncomfortably in a graywhite chair in a graywhite room with a graywhite table.
A pale florescent light flickered on the ceiling and glimmered just slightly on
the mirrored glass behind which the officers watched us.
“Killed?” I inquire.
He looked exapersated and utterly
exhausted. “You’re the third cop I’ve told this too! Is this a joke to you?”
“I’m not a police officer,
Travis,” I replied, paused, then quickly added, “is it ok to call you
Travis?”
He took a deep breath and leaned back
in the wooden chair, “its fine….but if you’re not a cop what are you?”
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I introduced myself as a clinical
psychiatrist that the police employ from time to time to sus out various
confusing situations and talk to people in certain predicaments where police
are inadequate.
Travis stared at me for a moment,
then stood up and, in dramatic fashion, took off his bloody shirt and threw it
on the floor.
His nipples, still bleeding, had been
cleanly sliced off leaving two dark-red oozing patches on his chest.
“Sus that out…they literally rotted
off me, before my very eyes, decayed and turned to dust over just a few
months….the doctors couldn’t explain it, and once it got this bad they tell me
there’s no way a sharp instrument hadn’t done this….they thought I did it to
myself! Tried to commit me! And look at my fucking throat, man! I’m days away,
hours, minutes maybe! ”
I took a deep breath in an effort to
retain my composure.
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“….do you wanna tell me what
happened?…”
“Already told them…”
“Yes, but they don’t believe
you…try me.”
“Look, that’s what happens next, after the
nipples, I swear, she’s gonna cut my throat!”
Hysterics were setting in. I instruct
him to take a deep breath and he does.
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He was calming down, tired now,
having exerted himself.
“Tell me what happened, Travis.”
He exhaled, sighing audibility to
demonstrate his displeasure, gathered his thoughts and began.
“The night I buried her I started to
feel it…gentle at first, just a light stinging on my ass cheeks, then, over
the next few weeks it got more and more intense, a slapping, like someone was
smacking my ass. Within a month or so the red ass graduated to
these…inexplicable…bumps and bruises…”
He pointed to large, severe and
obviously fresh scrapes and bruises all over his torso and face.
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“…these have been here for six
months.” he looked me sternly in the eye, “and they fucking hurt, worse every
day.”
“Then my nipples….a burning at first,
like a paper cut, then it started to feel like someone was slicing them off…I
went to the doctor, stitches, cauterizations, referral after referral…”
“No results?” I ask calmly, to break
the silence.
“No,” he replied after a moment. “It
just kept getting worse, my face has looked like this for months… months! It
looks like I got my ass kicked yesterday but I haven’t gotten my ass kicked in
years, not like this anyway…
“Then my neck started, a little sting
at first, then the same feeling I had in my nipples: a slow deliberate slicing
that gets worse every minute, every second of everyday, deeper and deeper into
my throat…and you don’t believe a word of it…”
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I leaned across the table slowly and
made eye contact.
“I believe that you believe it,
Travis.”
“But?” he returned eye contact in a
confrontational manner.
I choose my words carefully,
“…but…I think it would be quite difficult for a dead woman to do this to
you…”
He stayed silent, looking down at his
lap, eyes welling with tears.
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“What do you want us to do, Travis?
How can we protect you?”
He looked up, “I don’t know, I feel
like this will stop if I confess and…I don’t know, am punished, if justice is
served or something… maybe if I tell what I did to her it won’t happen to
me…I don’t know! It’s a year now and I’m out of options…”
Long gone now was the man yelling at
me just a few minutes ago. Now he had broken down, looking beaten and without
hope. At that moment nothing remained of his spirit…I pitied him, pitied him
more than I have pitied any man in a very long time.
I stood up and placed my hand
comfortingly on Travis’ shoulder. “Tell me her name.”
“Algea….Algea Reid, I still have her
school I.D, I tried to show them but…..why do you ask?”
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“Well,” I explained, “I’m going to
ask the police to search her name up, and if your story about killing her
checks out, and she’s missing or had been found dead then you’ll get to make
your confession, I’ll talk to the police, you have my word.”
He said nothing but I noticed a very
faint glimmer of hope in his bloodshot eyes.
I patted him on the shoulder once
more and exited.
“Run that name please.”
“Already on it,” one officer replied.
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I poured myself a steaming cup of
coffee, black with just a bit of sugar.
“What had he done to that girl?” I
wondered aloud.
I had recognized no guilt in his
eyes, only fear, only self-preservation. It was an intense fear, a bone
rattling fear, the fear of a man facing the abyss of death…but a fear not
based on guilt.
Only someone who feels guilty would self-mulatate in his
position, he doesn’t qualify, screams a voice in my head
“Got her!” I heard an officer shout
victoriously behind me, startling me.
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I sip my coffee and turn around to
hear.
“I guess Mr. Crazy’s story sorta
checks out,” he began to read from the printout, “Algea Reid…white, female
21, attending Huntington Nursing school, goes missing from her birthday party
on January 28th…hell!….exactly one year ago today!”
“Happy birthday, Algea!” another
officer rudley interjects. Everyone laughs.
“…goes to bar “the Nite Owl” with
friends celebrating her 21st birthday, leaves with older man in mid thirties,
described as tall, well dressed and handsome by her friends…who apparently
recognised little else through their vodka goggles…”
There was a brief pause, then the
officer looked up from the printout with a perplexed expression, “I don’t know,
Sergeant Baxter, should I get a statement from him?”
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“A bit late for that,” I say cutting
off Sergeant Baxter’s reply as I look through the mirrored glass.
The officers crowd around me to see
the brutal site.
Travis McCurry’s throat had been cut, deeply, and he had bled to death, likely in a matter of minutes, on a cold concrete floor, bruised and battered, in a pool of his own blood…alone in the room…
Hello! My name is Tyler R. Martin. I’m a 22 year old U.S Army veteran of the Iraq conflict and am now a full time writer/poet. I run a poetry blog called Bourbon, Cigarettes and Syllables at bourboncigarettesandsyllables.com. Please enjoy my submissions and thank you in advance for taking the time to read my work!
Like I said before, I’m really getting into the spirit of the season this year. So reconsidering The Mourners yet again, and haunting the faith a bit, I decided to share a poem that I wrote thinking about All Hallows Eve as a preview of more things to come this month of October.
On Becoming Hallowed
Holy. Holy. Holy. Light the candle. Chant the hymn.
For now the veil between the living and the dead grows thin.
Fingers held to lips in silence; lies beneath their skin.
Family found, ancestral ghosts return to haunt their kin.
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Skeletons in closets, grotesque yearnings trapped within.
A bleached and bony face flashes a slightly knowing grin.
It’s not the shadows but the darkness that we fear therein.
Bless this Church whose saintly bodies live and dwell herein.
Unto Death, they claim to sanctify our souls from sin.
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Those familiar faces shame; this fight we cannot win.
Come what may, they betray. Pray/prey and heads will spin.
Forevermore and evermore to nevermore… Amen.
I thought this poem really captured All Hallows Eve, in some of the same sentiments as the movie High Spirits, which I loved almost as much as Beetlejuice back in the day.
So I’ve decided to revisit some of my bereaved Gothic celebrity drawings and resurrect The Mourners, since we’re in the thick of spooky season… And I’m not talking pumpkin spice, though it is nice. Maybe it’s the weather, or maybe it’s the despairing existential angst, but lately I’ve been feeling a bit haunted so I thought I’d take a trip down memory lane with you by posting a bunch of art here. So without further ado…
I wanted to focus on more of the details of the sculptures this time. The craftsmanship of these works still astounds me. When royalty commissioned such works, the artists may have devoted much of their lives to realizing these pieces to fruition. They were very time involved processes.
Here are some more details of hands and clothing that I found interesting. Remember that these sculptures are less than 12 inches tall for the whole of the human form. So they are very intricate for their size.
Portrait of myself with dark makeup and crow skull headdress, backlit by the sun.
Into the Faewild bush bewilderment digital artwork by Jennifer Weigel, based on a sculpture by Patrick Dougherty
The gorse bush seemed taken aback. It bristled and exclaimed, “A bush!”
“I am so very sorry, my Lord, I can explain,” the goblin cleric bowed in reverence, eyes glued to the ground. Everything about his body language was submissive and nervous.
“Of all the useless… How is it that I got reincarnated as a bush?!” The shrubbery prickled, growing more and more agitated. “I should have come back as a great King, or an Angel, or a Demon, or a dragon, or something even grander… Hell, I’d have settled for returning as the undead Lich King Tyrant Boss-Man you all came to know and love and revere. But no, that wasn’t in the dice. And now here I am, A Bush!” The spiky leaves trembled and rustled as they spoke, both emphasizing and decrying their verdant stature.
“Well, we were in a rush to revive you, after that run in with the goody-two-shoes 20th level adventurers and the awkward retreat,” the goblin knelt before the bramble-vine. “All of our best clerics, necromancers, and acolytes were tapped for spells or had perished in the great battle. Those of us who got out of the caves were lucky to escape with our lives and make it to this little clearing on the mountainside. And we desperately needed your guidance. We still do…”
“That doesn’t explain why I’m a bush now,” the gorse stretched to its full height, about two-and-a-half feet of thorny rage. “And a Gorse Bush at that! Before too long I’ll have a stand of satyrs piping along with a centaur drum circle, all strumming up some fertility ritual at my feet… er, roots…”
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“Well, I’m multi-disciplinary you know.” The goblin spell-caster muttered and meekly shifted to his other foot, bracing for the inevitable, “Sometimes I get the cleric and druid magics confused a little.”
“Confused a little?” the bush growled, “Confused A Little?!” The bush’s rage turned to magic as it burst into flames. “I’m A BUSH!!! That’s not just some modest little cleric-druid spell translation issue!”
The goblin shrunk from the blaze, “But my Lord, you are a mighty bush. The greatest bush, really terrific… The gorsiest, bushiest bush in all of shrub-dom… Other bushes? Losers! We all agree, your Lordship.” The trembling goblin horde in the scrubland shadows at the edge of the small clearing nodded emphatically in response, fearing their bushy leader’s wrath. And rightfully so…
A tongue of flame erupted like a lightning bolt from the gorse and zapped the goblin cleric-druid where he stood, leaving nothing but a smattering of ashes drifting towards the ground. The flame erupted through the goblin horde in a huge explosion that engulfed everything in its wake, leaving a circle of scorched earth covered in a fine layer of sooty ash, smelling a bit like cordite.
The bush sighed and took note of its surroundings, sulking. It waited for some would-be adventurer to wander up the mountainside to find it there, where they could revel in its awkward awesomeness. Seasons came and went, and time seemed to stand still for nigh eternity as the gorse bush seethed beneath its crown of thorny brambles. Perhaps it should have convinced the goblin cleric to transplant it to a more trafficked location first.
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Photograph from within Patrick Dougherty sculpture; base for Into the Faewild bush bewilderment digital artwork by Jennifer Weigel
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